Crystal Ballers

Last time I updated my blog I was yearning to turn 21. Much time has passed by and now 23 doesnt seem so far away. Things have changed, Im not the man I was 2 years ago. I have grown, matured, I have fallen, failed, yet Im still here,still kicking. Through time I have weeded out the people that dont need to be in my life and kept the friendships I need. I have grown to appreciate just how much people are worth, and how much I am worth to them. We are getting wiser, at least we like to think so. People my age, seem to think that they have such a firm grasp on life and they dont know, no one knows. I sure as hell dont know. I think the difference though is being scared about it, or welcoming the uncertainty and thriving on it. I usually can tell who is shit scared about what happens next and who is just letting life come to them. We all have this plan and we get so torn everytime our plan changes, and the truth is how realistic can your plan be? Since high school I had a plan on where I was going, who I was going with, when, and now I have realized that plan is not set in stone. This summer I was scared about it, overwhelmed. Now I'm excited about that. Do you know where you will be in 5, 10 years? I have no clue, and to be honest Im thrilled about it. I dont wanna know, except for the general aspirations (being employed and having a family), the rest I dont want to know. "Todo a su tiempo" Some of us are so ready to grow up, we dont look at what is passing us by. Thats my take on it.