Soak it in.

Tryin to soak it all in..windows down cool air rushing in the music at its finest, the company at its best. We hit the beach late these days, today it was at 5. Its a bit cool windy and the light fades. Then the other part of the beach wakes up and the sky is doing its art show while the half moon comes out to join the fun, then the buildings come to life, so many colors so much life. Ive been in this city for 15 years and it will never get old. People dream about being here, we lay on the sand until its dark. Our light comes from the moon and the colony and its friends on ocean drive. Beautiful, takes your breath away for a bit.

Miami.

Flawed, raw, vibrant. Some might disagree but the upsides far outweigh the downsides. If you dont agree you havent experienced Miami the way we have, you dont pary the way we do, you dont beach it the way we do. whatever back on track.

Driving back on the McArthur at night, past the cruiseships past the American Airlines Arena, there is our city. Gorgeous skyline on the water, sunroofs open windows down and that cool breeze still coming in. City of blinding lights is playing and how fitting is that? The company is great and all Im missing is my girl. I imagine her sitting next to me and how great it is to have her. She would go spend 4 hours with me at Van Dykes listening to jazz and never once ask me to leave. She would stay home and watch the football game with me in fact shed be the one to ask me to watch the game. She should have been at the club with me on Friday night, VIP south beach, Somethings missing and I know exactly what it is.... Lets see what the next week brings us, what a beautiful Sunday. What beautiful colors, people, music, and weather.

The kid who sits in front of me looks like he watches way too much Will & Grace. Youre gay, thats great no one gives a shit, shut the fuck up

I have mixed feelings about going back to daytona, I dont want to move again, I dont want to buy furniture, spend money. I dont want to leave home. I feel like this time is pretty final, no more 4 month summers to come soak up in Miami. At the same time Im ready to go up there and take care of business. I have to find a n internship in Europe, I hope Airbus comes through..

Meeting all these European people has made me realize that I have more of a european mentality than an american. I guess thats a bit ignorant for me to say because then I assume that all europeans think the same as do americans. I can just tell that living in small town USA is not going to cut it for me. I need culture, language, music, food, which is redundant because all that is part of culture. So in the US that pretty much leaves me in Miami, NY, Boston maybe Cali ( though ill never be a NY fan for any sport conceivable) or in Europe. Ive also come to the conclusion that I need to study abroad or take an internship somewhere thats not here. Or Alabama.

Every night I dream of bigger things without the fear of falling down. So thank you for giving me a shot. Im not going to be the 40 year old making min wage at walmart trying to support a family.

Latin people in Miami are absolutely horrible at driving. Ice cream is great even if your lactose intolerant. The bread luna makes is the best, she should make it again.
25 cents for a pitcher is unbeatable, i dont even think free beer is that much fun to drink.
We might be unranked but well beat the shit out of you.

Thoughts...

This cough is getting old,
She just got mad at me because Im not wearing a costume to a costume party..I thought I was done with costumes when I was 12. I still am. Sorry O doesnt do costumes.
I saw the fight. UM-FIU. I was there. I saw the helmet swinging in person, some guy from FIU using his crutches to beat on the UM players. Fire Larry Choker, I mean Coker.
Weather has been spectacular, I wish we could have gone and done that bbq on the beach yesterday like we were supposed to right around sunset.
I spent 3 hours washing my car today, 3 hours well spent not being bothered by anyone. I realized I havent been giving myself enough time lately, and Im going to fix that.
The Car show has left me with two wishes..a Porsche 911 turbo and an Infiniti M45 and maybe the third wish of having lots of money to afford these cars.

The GTI is clean, I am sick and I wont be wearing a costume to that stupid party.

Shine on

You crazy Diamond.

If you had to give up your sight or your hearing which would you choose?

If I give up my eyes I wont be able to see you anymore, I wont be able to see the color of the ocean as it crashes on shore. I wont be able to see the sun setting behind it. I wont be able to see the beauty that makes you a woman, your eyes which is what I so easily fall for, your curves which I so easily die for.
I wont be able to see the fog coming in from the mountains, I wont be able to see lines of that Ferrari, or the lights of that building on 5th an ocean and its ongoing changing of colors.

If I give my ears, there goes my world. No more music. No more release. I wont be able to hear the waves crashing, your voice and those sounds you make. I wont be able to hear the rain as it hits my window, nor the sound of that Ferrari.

No more music. Just silence, too much silence. No music.

Dont take anything away from me, but if you absolutely have to, I kindly give you my eyes but, ears I keep, Van Gogh I dont know what you were thinking, maybe you didnt hear what I can hear. Maybe you saw what I cant see.

My friends say the funniest things.

"Thats like pissing on a raging bull"

"Everytime I see a girl with her shirt off I just wanna go and suck on them"

"Youre a stump in bed"

"I cant wait, in like a month shes going to break up with me."

"Even though you are hard to get along with , I still love you man"