Friends.

Let me just start by saying that I have a feeling that the only person who ultimately reads my blog is Lav. Maybe i am the only one who reads his, I guess I dont really care, but in order to appease him (that might be the right word) I decided to post again.


Friends.


Facebook, aim, msn messenger say I have a lot.
But how many are really there for me when I need them? Tonight I got the chance to hang out with say about 90% of my inner circle. You know what I love the most. That we are all different, we have different philosophies and sometimes we clash but in the end we are all still there. Drama doesnt affect us, if shit is going down we sit down and talk it over and work it out. Enough shit has gone down to make us all decide to part ways but we dont because we can see through the shit and ultimately we value whats important, trust, friendship. We left high school with a ton of friends and here we are, a handful, and the rest doesnt really matter.

"Its not always easy and life can be deceiving but its better when were all together."

Borrowed that from Jack Johnson , I did change it a bit so as not to sound completely gay but the truth is that when all of us are together, watch out Miami. So cheers to all, as I imagine a bunch of Stellas clanging together. No matter what we got each others backs, and we look out for each others best interest, even if it doesnt seem like it. that is all for now. ohh and dispatch is the shit.

Shout outs.

So I started reading my old blogs and thinking about how I said so much has changed in the last few years and I said to myself wait a minute, a lot of shit hasnt changed but evolved....
of course I'll elaborate....


I posted about how I wanted to come home and watch the Heat playoffs, we are world champions now. I still go to more marlins games than most of you ever will, and Its just a bunch of rookies and nobodies who went from last place expectations to playoff hopefuls. Let me remind you that A-rod and Roger Clemens are among the athletes that make more money than the Marlins entire roster makes in a year.

I posted about how Nick, Jon, Clive and I were going to move in together, not only that but how we were going to build a keggerator, well we built that son of a bitch, and its frikkin sweet. How sweet? The Yuengling could not taste any better. Part of the roomate thing came true except for clive moving in, we had a kick ass apartment at that.


I posted about going to Orlando to watch the heat games with Dre. Yep did that again, and we still call each other every time something big in sports happens. Drea and I have always been good friends but I realized as I was getting to leave Daytona that bitch is like family to me. I love her.


The supporting cast is still there..Lavi, Tony, Drigo, and Ferns and a few others like my brother and eddie. I hope to soon call them my entourage, because hanging out with so many great minds, at least one of us is going to make it big, if not all.

Karina has been through a lot with me, Ive been a dick and we have fought and have had our hard times. Like drigo said to me once while he was drunk: "Dude even though you are hard to get along with, I still love you." haha ass. I know I am not perfect but something clicked this summer that did not exist before, and I love her for it. Because this is what it feels like to be happy.

I guess what Im trying to say is that everything has changed but nothing has changed at all. The core parts of my life are still there, I just am more thankful for them. Its 4:40 Ive had a few beers so I dont apologize for any misspellings that have taken place.So there thats take two.

Crystal Ballers

Last time I updated my blog I was yearning to turn 21. Much time has passed by and now 23 doesnt seem so far away. Things have changed, Im not the man I was 2 years ago. I have grown, matured, I have fallen, failed, yet Im still here,still kicking. Through time I have weeded out the people that dont need to be in my life and kept the friendships I need. I have grown to appreciate just how much people are worth, and how much I am worth to them. We are getting wiser, at least we like to think so. People my age, seem to think that they have such a firm grasp on life and they dont know, no one knows. I sure as hell dont know. I think the difference though is being scared about it, or welcoming the uncertainty and thriving on it. I usually can tell who is shit scared about what happens next and who is just letting life come to them. We all have this plan and we get so torn everytime our plan changes, and the truth is how realistic can your plan be? Since high school I had a plan on where I was going, who I was going with, when, and now I have realized that plan is not set in stone. This summer I was scared about it, overwhelmed. Now I'm excited about that. Do you know where you will be in 5, 10 years? I have no clue, and to be honest Im thrilled about it. I dont wanna know, except for the general aspirations (being employed and having a family), the rest I dont want to know. "Todo a su tiempo" Some of us are so ready to grow up, we dont look at what is passing us by. Thats my take on it.